Aghh.

I just can’t shake it. The feeling that I’ve been here for 3 years and I should know by now how to mesh my 2 (or is it 10) different worlds.

My sister was here. Then gone. And now I miss her. And I miss the people I love and I miss the person I was - how can I find her again? I need Sunday nights with my friends (any friends) and someone to call up at 2 on a Saturday to be with me and do absolutely nothing all day and be happy about that.